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2009-10-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday (15 Oct 2009)
Yesterday during the midnight time i have received a lot of wishes from my secondary school friends, i was very happy and during morning time another group sending birthday wishes to me..it was a great day..OKKAYY..time to go to ECS class and i was waiting all my friends to say happy birthday but NO !! All like normal normal only and whatever..i also acted like normal la..but when the time pass to MATHS...all of a sudden they all sang Happy Birthday Song to me ..i was so surprised..Thanks to all my friends that have given me this surprise !! HAHAHA..During night time..Hazel asking me whether wanna spent them eat that night since they all are free then i of course is no problem !!! And Davis was there too..(LIKE)HAHA..at first Davis came and pick me up to Cyndy house to pick up some nice dress..making up and etc..oh yeah..i also wearing a fucking highest heel shoes like 5 inches to the party and i cant even balanced myself when walking..HAHA..well they all have planned all for me..when i reach my birthday party place..WOW..they all ..the moment i saw Hazel taking out the cake..the cake la made me the most surprise and feel touch but cannot cry because of the mascara..HAHA..Anyway..the cake was so nice and the food they all have prepared was damn nice too..and the drinks of course CASBURD !!! OMG..i thought drinking that would not drunk for me but ...looks like when reach second Go i have a bit drunk..because when i started walking to toilet i was unbalanced !! HAHAA..i don know how many Go i have gone through but when leave i cant balance myself dy..Before going home..Davis brought us to the Lutong Beach and me and fred was up to the car and felt the wind blow..it was so nice and we shouted ..when back home..i was not feeling well dy..i feel like wanna vomit..and i vomited !! Awww..that was growse ..hahaha...when the time pass to 4.32am which is the next day ..i realise that my phone was not by myside..i was paniced and found that it was with Hazel cause i dropped it in her car..HAHA

Today (16 Oct 2009)
Today morning wake up still feel like a bit dizzy..HAHA..then about nine something i went for breaksfast with Davis and Hazel they all ..we went to Pulau Melayu..we have Mee Jawa..the food was nice but i dont have any appetite after drunk..haiz..nvm..next time..but don know still got next time or not cause Davis gonna leave US !!! Aww...gonna miss him very very much..but at least this year birthday was meaningfull and memoriable day i never have before..thanks to all my sayang that have planned all this..i love you guys so much...

2009-10-08T17:07:00.000-07:00

9 Oct 2009 , 8.09am

Yesterday just like a bad dream for me..i have did so much wrong things. His friends called him asked him to buy something but i really don want him to go cause i knew that if he go out with that friends he might not coming back so i got angry..he asked me to pass him his phone and i thought he will cancel it but nope..he asked his friends to bring him to change money and he just go off like that..dint say that will come back tonight but before he cancel it he promised me that he will come back thou..i was pissed off that he just left me like that..i was supposed to help him to open the gate but i saw there was someone had open the gate and he run..i dint know that he will run out there..i waited him til night even dinner i also no took..i thought he was coming back..but when i saw his mesg he said i was mean that i hurt his leg..next i asked his friends, Ashraf said he has get a badly hurt in his leg..when he saying that i was felt like so guilty..wanted to say sorry to him but i knew everything had turn up late ..even i say how many thousand sorry i knew he won forgive me that easy..all the way was my fault..if i open the gate for him it won turn out like this..now i hurt his leg and ...and...Aww...if davis know this i aslo kena marah..i really feel that i am so mean..

Fred, i m very sorry but i know saying sorry to you is just like nothing..cause you won forgive me..i know..all was my fault..i know what will you do if getting serious..i have prepared..but please don get much hurt of yourself..i am totally sorry..but still i love you..

2009-10-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

2 Oct 2009

Fate to Love You - Let go of Love

Our Love we had
has gone and wont return
until now i m still silently waiting ...

I think it will be best for us both to return back to our starting point
I hope that you will remember this day forever
No matters what come in your way in the future
Fates in your hand

From the time you started to seek your desired freedom
You released our tightly gripped hands
Taking my love and sky
I felt helpless
I thought i would understand
Our love...our love...

From the time i advanced towards the end of time by myself
Memories brushed past me
Taking away your love and smile
I lack the strength to bear the final heartaches
Our love...our love...

Let go of Love
let go of your hands
if your heart is already gone
let go of love
stop waiting
your tenderness does not exist
let go of love
open your heart
this time i will definitely leave our memories and start over again
just hurt me thoroughly
and then come to my senses thoroughly

Other people says
the first time women got cheated is naive
second time is innocent
third time is foolish

I only know
the first time is an accident
second time is necessary
the third time is fated
FATED..FATEd..FATed..FAted..Fated..

2009-09-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

25 Sept 2009

Well..today i woke up so early just to have a tea drink with parents for my "farewell party"..Haha..after took breakfast then we went for shopping and i bought a nice shirt for myself and a pair of shoes..quite nice..Haha..the time past too fast and soon it was time to check in to airport and wait for calling..soon without any longer..calling moment come..and we checked in again then went for the gate station to wait for the flight..when on the flight i then realized that the night view at Miri more nicer than the night view in KK..from top i looked out..the light showed in Miri just like those sparkle yellow gold light on the tree..really nice..i wanted to down the photo but in flight cant on handphone..Haiz..today arrived Miri a bit late cause the bad wheather..was like wanna rain but seem not like thou..anyway i still got chance to watch the sun set on the flight..really even nicer compare to those people went up to mountain to watch..Haha..
Okkkk...arrived Miri straight went to my cousin house to have dinner and i saw my nephew..he so nauhgty..Haha..about nine something my cousin send me home and they paid a visit to my hostel..Haha..
and.....now....i m in my room edi..HAHAHAHAHA....finally get my freedom!!!!!
Well..thats all for today i think..quite tire thou~
Bye Bye...WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT...
Someone knock my window..i went out and have a look...OKKAAYYY...this kelly koh ah...really nothing to do ah...LOL
Ok..good night !!!!

2009-09-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

22 Sept 2009 , 10.23 pm

OKAYY~ I CUT MY HAIR !!! That was not the main point ..the main point is.....will my SAYANG get angry when he know about this new?? Sure he will and he will get revenge on me thou..i rather to get his revenge as long as he will not angry with me..i m sorry~ Anyway..i like the hair cut XD..
Like what Davis said its my HAIR on my HEAD !!! hahahaha...
Anyway..after hair cutting i went to my nephew house and he slept already..aww..that was so..sad..cant play with him..next went to my cousin house..OKAY..me and my cousin were chasing around the house like those small kids..HAHAHA..having dinner at my cousin house thou..and all the way was talking bout those DATING DATING stuff...haiz...sensitive issue to me..not only these but all the topics they talk..are totally SENSITIVE to ANNE KHONG !!!!! I hate it...even i holding my phone they also start teasing me...OKAYYY~ from the day i came back to kk..they started to ask..i knew it !!! Question like.." hui yee..got bf edi ah..when you gonna bring him home o ?? " " Aiyerr..hui yee got bf edi worr " ...all the long way kept hui yee here hui yee there...OMFG...if ANNE KHONG change to GLEN or DAVIS..i will dought that they will saying this " CAN YOU GUYS JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ???!!! " well...i m a girl and i cant be that rude thou cause there is SOMEONE said me rude and i confess that..haha...
Anyway...what they did again was..get my phone( not my phone actually) and past it all around and look in the PICTURE !!!! I SABAR saja...
Hey..come on la..dating during uni is OK what..i m 18 !!! And i know how to think ...this is my life and my rules in my own life..my LAW !!!!!
Anyway..they not just talked bout those dating stuff...the most i hated issue is bout COMPARING HOMEWORK between HUMAN and HUMAN..OKAYY~ i ask you guys la..when you taking 2 kinds of different things and describe it..the possibility of the topics to describe are the SIMILARITY and DIFFERENCES !!! and the topic that they talked about was homework and obviously was talking bout the DIFFERENCES !!!! PUKIMA betul ow ...sudahla people stress for project and assignment..still said you must get HD la..D la..Shit oww....
Like i don have my own target this...go jump lake la....

2009-09-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

4.03 pm , 21st Sept 2009

While waiting my time to pass on..i open my blog and update it..open facebook and look for any notification..tonight i m going to meet all my cousin since tonight i have dinner at Port View..i have a sense that all my cousin gonna ask me so many lame question and i have prepare how to answer them..and you know what..i can even TAHAN to chat with my mum !!!! Hows that happen ?? seem like i m very boring while waiting the time pass through~ haha...
Well i think i have to get read and shut my pc now cause my friend is coming over now and fetch me to the airport !!!!!!!!! Bye everyone~ have a nice day~

You Took My Heart Away

2009-09-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes and dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I' m in love

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I' m in love

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I wont fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we' ll never be alone

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Memories Between Us ....

2009-09-18T00:28:00.000-07:00

4.24 pm...18/9/09

Another week has gone..still left a few more weeks then finish this semester. Finish this semester doesn't mean that will end of this world..at least friendship still remain and always stay in mind and become memories.

To Fred:
you are the best bf i have..you care and you don mind to share. You always wanted your gf to be happy but there is time you always make your gf worry bout you..you know how much i care bout you..although there is time i m being so mean to you and i confess of that buy you should know that even though how much i mean to you also good for you..my mean is not like enemy between enemy..when you sick i rather stay awake the whole night and take care of you..
That time you said that when i was in front of you i treated you so good but when i was in front of my frens i treated you like shit..that was really " oouch " to me when i saw that..i m not use to talk sweet in front of ppl only in front of you then i will..hope you get my meaning..
Freddy..whatever it is i only love you ..whatever i did somethings that make you angry or dislike please forgive me..Real Talk~

To Davis:
Sayang :p..allow me to call you that in here..hehe..how many more days you gonna leave Miri huh ?? I really so berat hati la..like just know you then you so fast have to leave already..is FATE setting up all this..haha..Among all my friends i found that you are the most playful and outgoing friends..i like that~ Hey buddy..listen here..when you gone one day you must come back and find us to hng out again..MUST and WAJIB !!You know what..hanging out with you is the happiness in my life because there is gonna have so much fun..besides when there is something fun or interesting or ect..you will sincerely recall us and ask us to join..that is cool.. Oh yea...also have to find me and fred play monopoly !!
Oh yea..that times fred asked me not to pick up your call..actually he didnt mean to say like that..because i had wake him up and he get angry and still a bit blur..so hope you don mind ah..:)
~ Real Talk ~

To Hazel and Christine:
Knowing you guys actually through Davis..knowing Davis actually through Fred..so Fred is the one who bring me to know you guys..is FATE again..hahahaha..well..i m not much to talk here cause we still can meet each other during next year what..we still can hang out..but there would be not much fu wthout davis la..T.T...
~ Real Talk ~

When writting this ,,my tears drop ..there is gonna change a lot during next year..less fun without Davis..but we know that he will come back to us and find us hang out again..i know that..^^
well thats all for today...BYE !!!

14/9/09 , 6.47pm

2009-09-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

Especially for YOU - D.W

Kinda meeting YOU was fate..
Becoming your friend was a choice..
Kinda of fun and exciting when with YOU and your friends thou..
Our face full of jokes and smiles when the time with YOU..
Sometimes YOU could be the joker when be with us..
Another 2 weeks 6 days for YOU in Curtin..
The day you leave us the day we will cry for YOU..
And the day we will miss each other again..
Real Talk~

That day you've been waiting for,
A day of excitement and pleasure,
Enjoy it!
And may it always be
A memory you'll really treasure.

***

Hoping you'll enjoy success
in everything you do
and that the very best in life
will always come to you!

***

It's a pleasure to wish
Luck and happiness, too,
For a graduate
As special as you!

***

Good Luck, Success and Happiness
And all you're wishing for!
May the years that are ahead of you
Hold all of these...and more too~

Nothing could be nicer
Than to make this wish for YOU...
Sure hope your life is happy
And that all the year is, too!

***

Making a wish especially for YOU
And hoping sincerely it
really comes true;
Have a wonderful
life and after it's done
May the year that's ahead
Be a wonderful one!

***

Wishing YOU the kind of day
That's filled with special things-
The kind that's long remembered
For the happiness it brings!

***

No any cards,
Holds more love than this
'Cause it's mailed with a Hug
And it's sealed with a Kiss!

***

Thinking of YOU:
YOU re so nice for all of us to remember
And no day could be better
For letting YOU know
With the warmest of wishes
and a special "hello"!

***

This special greeting's
Intended to show
Whatever the day,
You're delightful to know!

AWESOME

2009-09-06T17:32:00.000-07:00

7/9/09 , 8.33 am

今天才能安安静静舒舒服服的坐下来update我的blog..今天总算觉得刚从度假回来..玩了三天三夜,跑遍了正个miri,把所有好玩的地方都跑够了..
Saturday....(5/9/09)
早上我,fred和davis到 "河婆"去吃早餐..过后我们去meet Hazel ..then we all together went to Marina Bay to hang out there and eat again..we stayed there like about one an hours then we head on to Bintang Plaza to hang out again and eat again..davis recommend a kind of food which is very very nice that is Durian Puff..haha..after finished hang out there we straight went to Hazel house to have a sit for awhile. About like 4.30 pm something we went to jungle trekking..this was not cool when "something" happened when davis said those things..while we on the way to deep inside jungle, davis accidentally broke his ankle..first it was not serious but it became swallow during night time..this was creepy and scary..and he started scare so asked us teman him the night..hahaha..during the trekkng and since i was the first time having these kind of game and it was very very damn tired after finished the whole jungle trekking and also one things that was cant believed we met Adriel Sim !!! HAHAHA...During night we have our dinner at "Ah La Mak" which was somewhere in town..and we all order "Roti Canai" ..that was nice..then after dinner all went back home and rest..we all very tired and rest early..and one things during that night ..didn't know that why the freddy crying...lol

Sunday..(6/9/09)
MORNING !!! First wake up was Davis...he went cook for us ..then we talked about why freddy cried last night and that was scary ..haha..after eat..i kena asked to wash dishes and both of them went to play their gay game..lol...after finished washed i joint them thou..hahaha..we all three started War World Fight 3 - KKian fought with Bruneian and one Gayian...wahahahaha...all fought all over the room ..after war then massage time ..haha...then about evening we all went to eat ABC at town then Davis brought us to Lutong Beach ..that was AWESOME ..hahahaha...night time we have our dinner at somewhere near E Mart..got the Pork Stall..haha...after dinner went home bath then we played MONOPOLI...that was childish but we have fun the whole night ..we played till midnight and freddy was the one business bankrupt ..wahaha...

2009-09-04T17:19:00.000-07:00

5/9/09 , 8.20 am

Yesterday morning was a suck, scary, excited and...plenty of feeling in minds now..should said FML..morning morning woke up suddenly got security checked room..kena recorded down my ID pula..isshh..FINE..whatever..
During accounting lecturer have to suffer another 2 hours again..and one things the lecture notes for yesterday is double ..OMG..sure cannot finished in 2 hours for DAVID LEE..every slides he went through need almost 15 mins was the maximum/shorter timing for him while 30 mins was the minimum/longer timing for him to explain..this called suffer man..
After accounting then turned up to ECS replacement..we have our group discussion assessment..we all so nervous and also excited..luckily i was not being the CEO/ MANAGER..i was just being a small character but the point for my view is quite least..hard to explain more and we all just kept using the same point..however we all did quite smoothly..if our group discussion changed to chinese languages i thinks berperangan will be begin..ahaha..after discussion, we all went to library to discuss our reflection because have to pass up before 5.30pm..went to library was almost 4.15pm..when we done we handed in to ANITA then went home..before went home we all wanna know about our accounting marks..so we went and look for DAVID LEE..okie..this was weird..he took his file and asked us to go to his meeting room..OMG..in our mind we all think of the same things ..is he going to explain one by one??? NOOOO....we spent another 30 mins in his meeting room...he spoke CHINESE..not bad bah his chinese..hahaha...
Well..finally all done...GO HOME and is almost 5pm..me, dongshi and man ning were hungry at that time so we decided to have dinner gather..OK ON ! haha...we went to 1633 ..we ate we talked sampai the whole shop also full with our laughness...hahaha

And today...dont know what to do again...Boring at home?? i heard fred said he might go swimming with his sayang..i think i will alone at home liao...nvm...STUDY !!!

2009-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

1/9/09 , 12.44pm

Well..lets think back yesterday funny stuff. During afternoon i got a group discussion and that was a funny and fast discussion i ever had before..our discussion was watched movie - The Devil Wears Prada..this movie kinda boring but it was our assessment anyway..after finished watching we straight went to lunch cause everyone was hungry already..after eating then we started our discussion but not too long and we finished already..what were we did next thing was start discuss how to make another party again which will be on this Sunday morning going to have picnic at Lutong Beach then during night time we are going to have steambot at a friend house..when we talked all about this stuff everyone started excited already..
OK next things i m gonna talk about the other funny stuff was yesterday night stuff..me and freddy stayed over at davis house..this is because they were helping me to makeover..and that was kinda funny..but anyway i like it haha..after doing all those stuff then we went to bed but since davis cant sleep then we accompany him "bersembang" haha..we all talked talked talked til like 3+ am then sleep ..the time pass so fast and davis phone rang exactly 7AM..but this morning was raining and we all hard to get up since all still in holiday mood and was a nice day to sleep ..however we all have to get up still and prepare ..i think that yesterday night was the awesome and playfull day i ever had...i like it..good one.

A special day for 1c1 and 2c1

2009-08-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

31/8/09 , 12.49am

Today morning first time just woke up exactly 9am since yesterday night i slept at almost 3am!! Woke up first things must on my computer and wait time to past. I really hope that night time could come faster because we are going to have BBQ at night at Taman Awam !! Exactly 5.30 pm, siaw jun came to fetch us all to that place..we all were too excited in the car and just keep talking and laughing only..
when we all reach that place we start fire but we use almost 2 hours the fire then successfully ON ! haha...then we use another one hour to BBQ and we all were sooooo damn high that time...this day i cant forget cause it was a meaningful day ...

You make me CRAZIER

2009-08-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

28/9/09 , 12.48 pm

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door there is so
much more
i never seen it before
i was tryin to fly
but i couldnt find wings
but you came along and you
changed everything
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like i m falling
and i m lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
i watched from a distance as
you made life your own
every sky was your own
kind of blue
and i wanted to know how that
would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i
couldnt see
you open my eyes
and you made me believe
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like i m falling
and i m lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
baby you showed me what
living is for
i don want to hide anymore

You are the BEST

2009-08-26T16:03:00.000-07:00

27/8/09 , 7.04 am

Today wake up see him beside me i feel so happy and comfortable and also release that i am not dreaming, he really come back to my side and this is all i want.
Yesterday, i finally received his message but the feeling gave me said that he was so tired since he just came back so he dint went for classes. During my recess time i saw Devis pass by and said halo to him. I am sure that i will always meet him during Wednesday because on that day he also has his class.
Lets jump to the night time. We have spent the night time together and what he did for me really made me happy and touch, he bought 2 shirts for me and these 2 shirts were not that cheap but he was willing to buy for me. I really dont know how to thank him and by the way he also bought himself a IPONE and to let me play...thanks dear~

You are always the best for me~

2009-08-24T20:28:00.000-07:00

24th Aug 2009 , 11.31pm

How much longer still i need to wait? How much more?? Its has been 5 days 4 nights i suffer, what i do always keep remind of you, yesterday night i had a dream..dream that you have came back to my side..i was so happy but when my alarm wake me i realize that it was just a dream but is not a reality..every moment every second i keep call you but i cant ..when i cant call you i will become more worry..there was a lot of stupid stuff i think out..please i really hope tonight i can receive your message. I don hope to get your call but at least i get your message then i will feel more better..every night i cant sleep well thou..every second i was thinking of you..i always ask myself when are you coming back .. please make my dream comes true..i want you back to my side NOW !!

I can almost see it
That dream i'm dreamin but
There's a voice inside my head saying
you'll never reach it
every step i'm taking
every move i make feels
lost with no direction
my faith is shakin
but i , i gotta keep tryin
gotta keep my head held high

there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes i m gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb~

Waiting - 4 days 3 nights

2009-08-23T18:11:00.000-07:00

24th Aug 2009 9.12am

I have been waiting for him about 4 days 3 nights, one message or one any other call also haven received yet. Today i heard one of his housemates said that he will be back either today or tomorrow..but i really cant wait anymore. My life is so suck and so damn " sien " when he is not around..looking at my friends sweet talk on the phone almost every second make me hope that the next call of me is you but the reality said that i cant get this call yet since you haven come back..
I hope tonight i will get your call or tomorrow morning i will get your call as soon as possible..

爱情的各种点滴

2009-08-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

22/8/09 , 12.31pm

当一个人孤独的时候

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别
一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边...

当一个女的暗恋的时侯

为何若喜欢见到你
为何爱是他会更加难
方知道情感复杂
难道完美真的很假
如何令他加半点你
然而从没有合一的方法
接受吗或者感叹
不想答唯有去习惯...

当一对情侣甜蜜时候

春天散步夏天看海秋天数落叶
一直没有烦恼一直没有争吵
让每天象糖一样甜
冬天飘雪我是棉被温暖你的夜
一直在你的身边一直爱到永远
你就负责靠着我的肩...

当爱情遇到障碍时侯

爱恨纠缠的生生世世
心底执着的信念为你存在
多遥远的路都阻挡不住
再次拥有没距离的温度
失去自由的生生世世
有爱不懂箱拥错过了最爱
送一剑祝福再默默相助
恐怕没以后不自觉退路...

当男的暗恋女的时候

海水荡荡我一个人坐在船上
甜蜜的幻想温柔月亮挂在天上
疲惫的衣架用心守护爱的衣裳
随风飘荡不会流浪
因为爱你我才不会跟风唠叨
孤独的月亮看穿了我爱的心房
思念的冰箱里装满着我爱的希望
希望有一天你就在我的身旁...

当男生吃醋的时候

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我...

分手后却又放不下的时候

明明爱很清晰却有接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底
虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没有答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起答应了不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己...

当男的向女的告白的时候

In my heart we 'll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说 Saranghaeyo
Means I Love You
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑...

当彼此都爱着对方却又不敢说出口的时候

Love you love you Yes i love you
你听见了吗这是我第一千遍第一万遍心里的回答
那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂
挖只去你想要去的天涯
Love you love you Yes i love you
你还没听见吗能不能请你放下
放下那愚蠢挣扎
我害怕爱情就象盛开的花
一错过眼泪也没有办法...

花心的男人最后也会选出曾经为他付出最多的那个她的时候

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久...
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难怪
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开的时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过....

I Hate You !!!!!!

2009-08-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

21/8/09 , 4.28pm

Another day i hate the most~ Alarm start ringing at 7.30 am but i off it and sleep back again cause i really lazy wanna to get up..till 8am then get up and take a hot bath. Taking my breakfast before go to school.
Well~ during accounting class i really cant stand to see the lecturer face..every time before start the class he sure want to start with his ROW CHECK ! I was wondering why don he just like the other lecturer just past the attendance to us and we just sign it by ourselves!? He just wasting his time but also our time. Besides that, when he mention our name also not mention in properly way..like me, my name suppose is Khong Hui Yee right..at first he read as CHONG Hui Yee; and this time my name turns to Khong Hui TZE..wtf !? When i look through the name list he even put me absent =.=*
He almost use up about 20 minutes to settle up his row check..wasting another 20 minutes to start the class and today there are so many slides to go with and each slide the shortest time he can uses up almost 5 to 10 minutes to explain and the longest time to use up most properly is 15 to 20 minutes..
And today he has made up a funny and " memper-tohsoi-kan " things during the class which is during he explain one things to us , his body accidentally " ter-press " a button in the keyboard made the sound of " tre tre tre tre ..... " and the whole hall of people keep laughing at him..hahahaha. After the funniest moment past, it turns up to a death moment again.
I on my fb in the phone and i saw one of friends post up a comment about account then i also post a comment back to him since the class so damn boring :P ...about 19 comment we have posted up..wakaka
11.54 am !!!! The class just finish ...the longest time i trap in the class which is Accounting ~
Next time i not gonna bring bag to class so when there is break i will ESCAPE !!!! HAHAHA

Lonely day....

2009-08-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

20/8/09 , 8.37pm

Today woke up still felt so sleepy and still wanna slept back but i got a morning class which was ECS. WAIT !! Oh My Word !! Today i m the second person who going to take my impromptu language test !! At first i was not so scare but when i stepped outside the class door and waiting , i became more nervous. I took a deep breath and hoped not to get a hard topic for my speech but DAMN IT ! It was a topic that i really dint thought so. It was about Student Council i even don know what is the important of student council for.. Five minutes being outside is just like five seconds to pass but people inside who waiting my FIVE minutes feel so damn long just like five years to pass..while i was keep memorising i heard the clap hand sound then few seconds i saw MAN NING come out..OMG !! My turn !! At the stage i also don know what i m really talking about..seriously i m damn NERVOUS ! Finally finish my speech and the scary moment had pass and i can relax now..next class is my favourite class which is MATHS ! I like the tutor JAMESON MALANG !! wahaha.. he is so damn funny and cute ..you guys kno what ?? He also a SABAHAN !! i never thought of that !! HAHA...
After finish class i straight go home can i cook mee for myself cause i lazy go out and " dapau " since the rain keep falling and its a nice moment to sleep..after eat is about 3pm . I sleep exactly 3pm then almost 6+pm then wake up ..wow..what an awesome moment..haha..well..freddy text me said that he had to go now..T.T He is going to china to get some treat, will be back either on monday or tuesday. I hope everything will be alright for him..
My dear ..please take care when you reach china..always remember to take care yourself and may GOD bless you~
Hope to see you on monday if possible....=)

OHH !!

2009-08-19T15:57:00.000-07:00

20/8/09 , 7.05am

Yesterday was a freaking weird and full of funny joke day. Well, that was my first time i have locked myself IN but not OUT in my own room ! How was that hell happened i also don't know. Actually the door is being crazy a few days or should said that being crazy a few weeks ago, i just lucky that i still can open the door last time buy yesterday the door really broken down. Freddy and I have been locked IN in my room and cant go out anyway. Luckily we still got our phone and can call for SOS. Freddy called his friends, Devis, since when we back from dinner we saw Devis at DPS. I pass the key to him from the window so he could open the door from the front but that idea is WRONG!! The door still in the same way and could not open thou.."Maybe there is ghost inside your room!" Devis said. About 20 minutes still cant open the door Devis called up the security. When the security came he also try about 5 to 10 minutes to open the door and til all my housemates asked what is the hell going on..At that moment i really felt so embarrasing !! Then..the door has opened!! OK ! The freaking weird things still going on..i asked them hold on i wanna tried again, i go locked again see wheather still can open or not..you know what?? I LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM !!! This time is only myself !!!! Freddy is free from JAIL..but he cant stayed any longer so he went back to his room..the security called up the maintenance and they used about half an hours then everything is done and finally i can sleep in peace..HAHA...

An Evil Face Of Me

2009-08-14T17:47:00.000-07:00

15/8/09 8.47am

Yesterday honestly said that i really hate to go for account class cause of the stupid lecturer ! Not me only hate him but almost the foundation in commerce students !

Factors of being HATED :
1. Treat us like kids
2. Annoying
3. Stubborn
4. Don't think he is a good lecturer or tutor since he also will blur sometimes when
there were a lot question ask him and made him confusing .
5. He likes to aim people by using EYE CONTACT !

Nice Day for yesterday , 9/8/09

2009-08-08T17:55:00.000-07:00

What a nice picture ha..a nice day for me to shop and with my daddy and mummy...haha
I love that feeling ...woohoo...that day used up almost RM 184 ..hahahaha

What a RELAKS class....

2009-08-05T21:59:00.000-07:00

6/8/09 , 1.oopm

What a awesome class i have today. ECS talking and communicating about SPACE !! What a wonderful title for us..classes full of argueing...a class with a nice, good and awesome lecturer can have a good class also. After that commerce maths --> JAMESON MALANG !! By having his class is it that malang ? Some will say YES definitely, but somehow he quite funny with those cold joke..haha..today some of us only attend for one hours of his class then can leave already since our job to attend the class is totally finish...haha..And now??? FREEEEEEE

2009-08-05T01:27:00.000-07:00

5/8/09 , 4.28pm

沉默着走了有多遥远
抬起头
忽然间才发现
一直倒退
倒退到原点
倔强坚持对抗时间
说好了的永远断了线
期许了不变的
却都已改变
紧闭双眼
才能看的见
那些曾经温暖鲜艳过的画面
渐渐的忘记
赶不上明天
只要用力的抓紧了想念
明天再也没有你的笑脸
渐渐的忘记
忘记了时间
我只要沿着记忆的路线
到最深处
纵然那只是时间

Sad to be heard that

2009-08-04T08:16:00.000-07:00

4/8/09 , 11.17pm

今晚是一个不安和一个不详的夜晚..伤心的人生,伤心的一天是在所难免的.

今晚的他哭了, 问他发生了什么是他却又不肯说, 他越是哭我就越害怕, 起初他不说但是我能感应的到这不会是个好消息. 这还是我第一次看他哭的那么厉害,也把我吓的跟着一起哭了起来.
终于, 他肯说了,原来是这样的....他从小到大的好朋友已经走了,原因是什么? 告诉你们..原因就是现在最流行的病,猜也猜的到吧... 在他跟我说之前,他告诉我这件事对我来说未必是一件大事但岁他来说是一件难以接受的事, 我听了之后, 整个人都呆了...
看着他哭可自己又却帮不上忙,只能在他旁边安慰他..对他来说是件很大的打击,我了解这种痛苦因为这些的感觉是不好受的. 我真的真的不知该怎么办才好. 平时的我这么爱讲话,却在伤心的时候开不了口安慰他...

所以, 各位读者们, 请珍惜你所有身边每一个人,一旦失去了最好的宝物就很难在拿回来了...
这一篇故事..不时故事而是真人真事, 是我等他睡着了才写的...所以, 读者们,请看看你身边的人吧,.哪些跟哪些是值得你去珍惜的..那..就真诚的去珍惜他/她吧..不要后悔莫及.....
晚安咯 ^^

AWESOME

2009-08-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

4-8-2008 , 7.28pm

ECS - Using one word to describe those word
1) Man - Strong
2) Women - Shy
3) Japanese People - Cruel
4) Old people - Annoying
5) English People - Open
6) Chinese People - Unfair
7) Indian People - Weird
8) African People - Poor
9) Teenagers - Happiest
10) Malaysian - MOST PROUD TO BE !!!!

ECO - slowly to like it
Malaysian Study - ESCAPE !!!!!

Go home ONLINE lu......hahahahahahaah