24th Aug 2009 , 11.31pm

How much longer still i need to wait? How much more?? Its has been 5 days 4 nights i suffer, what i do always keep remind of you, yesterday night i had a dream..dream that you have came back to my side..i was so happy but when my alarm wake me i realize that it was just a dream but is not a reality..every moment every second i keep call you but i cant ..when i cant call you i will become more worry..there was a lot of stupid stuff i think out..please i really hope tonight i can receive your message. I don hope to get your call but at least i get your message then i will feel more better..every night i cant sleep well thou..every second i was thinking of you..i always ask myself when are you coming back .. please make my dream comes true..i want you back to my side NOW !!

I can almost see it
That dream i'm dreamin but
There's a voice inside my head saying
you'll never reach it
every step i'm taking
every move i make feels
lost with no direction
my faith is shakin
but i , i gotta keep tryin
gotta keep my head held high

there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes i m gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb~