Fucking Great Day

Yesterday (15 Oct 2009)
Yesterday during the midnight time i have received a lot of wishes from my secondary school friends, i was very happy and during morning time another group sending birthday wishes to me..it was a great day..OKKAYY..time to go to ECS class and i was waiting all my friends to say happy birthday but NO !! All like normal normal only and whatever..i also acted like normal la..but when the time pass to MATHS...all of a sudden they all sang Happy Birthday Song to me ..i was so surprised..Thanks to all my friends that have given me this surprise !! HAHAHA..During night time..Hazel asking me whether wanna spent them eat that night since they all are free then i of course is no problem !!! And Davis was there too..(LIKE)HAHA..at first Davis came and pick me up to Cyndy house to pick up some nice dress..making up and etc..oh yeah..i also wearing a fucking highest heel shoes like 5 inches to the party and i cant even balanced myself when walking..HAHA..well they all have planned all for me..when i reach my birthday party place..WOW..they all ..the moment i saw Hazel taking out the cake..the cake la made me the most surprise and feel touch but cannot cry because of the mascara..HAHA..Anyway..the cake was so nice and the food they all have prepared was damn nice too..and the drinks of course CASBURD !!! OMG..i thought drinking that would not drunk for me but ...looks like when reach second Go i have a bit drunk..because when i started walking to toilet i was unbalanced !! HAHAA..i don know how many Go i have gone through but when leave i cant balance myself dy..Before going home..Davis brought us to the Lutong Beach and me and fred was up to the car and felt the wind blow..it was so nice and we shouted ..when back home..i was not feeling well dy..i feel like wanna vomit..and i vomited !! Awww..that was growse ..hahaha...when the time pass to 4.32am which is the next day ..i realise that my phone was not by myside..i was paniced and found that it was with Hazel cause i dropped it in her car..HAHA

Today (16 Oct 2009)
Today morning wake up still feel like a bit dizzy..HAHA..then about nine something i went for breaksfast with Davis and Hazel they all ..we went to Pulau Melayu..we have Mee Jawa..the food was nice but i dont have any appetite after drunk..haiz..nvm..next time..but don know still got next time or not cause Davis gonna leave US !!! Aww...gonna miss him very very much..but at least this year birthday was meaningfull and memoriable day i never have before..thanks to all my sayang that have planned all this..i love you guys so much...

9 Oct 2009 , 8.09am

Yesterday just like a bad dream for me..i have did so much wrong things. His friends called him asked him to buy something but i really don want him to go cause i knew that if he go out with that friends he might not coming back so i got angry..he asked me to pass him his phone and i thought he will cancel it but nope..he asked his friends to bring him to change money and he just go off like that..dint say that will come back tonight but before he cancel it he promised me that he will come back thou..i was pissed off that he just left me like that..i was supposed to help him to open the gate but i saw there was someone had open the gate and he run..i dint know that he will run out there..i waited him til night even dinner i also no took..i thought he was coming back..but when i saw his mesg he said i was mean that i hurt his leg..next i asked his friends, Ashraf said he has get a badly hurt in his leg..when he saying that i was felt like so guilty..wanted to say sorry to him but i knew everything had turn up late ..even i say how many thousand sorry i knew he won forgive me that easy..all the way was my fault..if i open the gate for him it won turn out like this..now i hurt his leg and ...and...Aww...if davis know this i aslo kena marah..i really feel that i am so mean..

Fred, i m very sorry but i know saying sorry to you is just like nothing..cause you won forgive me..i know..all was my fault..i know what will you do if getting serious..i have prepared..but please don get much hurt of yourself..i am totally sorry..but still i love you..

2 Oct 2009

Fate to Love You - Let go of Love

Our Love we had
has gone and wont return
until now i m still silently waiting ...

I think it will be best for us both to return back to our starting point
I hope that you will remember this day forever
No matters what come in your way in the future
Fates in your hand

From the time you started to seek your desired freedom
You released our tightly gripped hands
Taking my love and sky
I felt helpless
I thought i would understand
Our love...our love...

From the time i advanced towards the end of time by myself
Memories brushed past me
Taking away your love and smile
I lack the strength to bear the final heartaches
Our love...our love...

Let go of Love
let go of your hands
if your heart is already gone
let go of love
stop waiting
your tenderness does not exist
let go of love
open your heart
this time i will definitely leave our memories and start over again
just hurt me thoroughly
and then come to my senses thoroughly

Other people says
the first time women got cheated is naive
second time is innocent
third time is foolish

I only know
the first time is an accident
second time is necessary
the third time is fated
FATED..FATEd..FATed..FAted..Fated..

25 Sept 2009

Well..today i woke up so early just to have a tea drink with parents for my "farewell party"..Haha..after took breakfast then we went for shopping and i bought a nice shirt for myself and a pair of shoes..quite nice..Haha..the time past too fast and soon it was time to check in to airport and wait for calling..soon without any longer..calling moment come..and we checked in again then went for the gate station to wait for the flight..when on the flight i then realized that the night view at Miri more nicer than the night view in KK..from top i looked out..the light showed in Miri just like those sparkle yellow gold light on the tree..really nice..i wanted to down the photo but in flight cant on handphone..Haiz..today arrived Miri a bit late cause the bad wheather..was like wanna rain but seem not like thou..anyway i still got chance to watch the sun set on the flight..really even nicer compare to those people went up to mountain to watch..Haha..
Okkkk...arrived Miri straight went to my cousin house to have dinner and i saw my nephew..he so nauhgty..Haha..about nine something my cousin send me home and they paid a visit to my hostel..Haha..
and.....now....i m in my room edi..HAHAHAHAHA....finally get my freedom!!!!!
Well..thats all for today i think..quite tire thou~
Bye Bye...WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT...
Someone knock my window..i went out and have a look...OKKAAYYY...this kelly koh ah...really nothing to do ah...LOL
Ok..good night !!!!

22 Sept 2009 , 10.23 pm

OKAYY~ I CUT MY HAIR !!! That was not the main point ..the main point is.....will my SAYANG get angry when he know about this new?? Sure he will and he will get revenge on me thou..i rather to get his revenge as long as he will not angry with me..i m sorry~ Anyway..i like the hair cut XD..
Like what Davis said its my HAIR on my HEAD !!! hahahaha...
Anyway..after hair cutting i went to my nephew house and he slept already..aww..that was so..sad..cant play with him..next went to my cousin house..OKAY..me and my cousin were chasing around the house like those small kids..HAHAHA..having dinner at my cousin house thou..and all the way was talking bout those DATING DATING stuff...haiz...sensitive issue to me..not only these but all the topics they talk..are totally SENSITIVE to ANNE KHONG !!!!! I hate it...even i holding my phone they also start teasing me...OKAYYY~ from the day i came back to kk..they started to ask..i knew it !!! Question like.." hui yee..got bf edi ah..when you gonna bring him home o ?? " " Aiyerr..hui yee got bf edi worr " ...all the long way kept hui yee here hui yee there...OMFG...if ANNE KHONG change to GLEN or DAVIS..i will dought that they will saying this " CAN YOU GUYS JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ???!!! " well...i m a girl and i cant be that rude thou cause there is SOMEONE said me rude and i confess that..haha...
Anyway...what they did again was..get my phone( not my phone actually) and past it all around and look in the PICTURE !!!! I SABAR saja...
Hey..come on la..dating during uni is OK what..i m 18 !!! And i know how to think ...this is my life and my rules in my own life..my LAW !!!!!
Anyway..they not just talked bout those dating stuff...the most i hated issue is bout COMPARING HOMEWORK between HUMAN and HUMAN..OKAYY~ i ask you guys la..when you taking 2 kinds of different things and describe it..the possibility of the topics to describe are the SIMILARITY and DIFFERENCES !!! and the topic that they talked about was homework and obviously was talking bout the DIFFERENCES !!!! PUKIMA betul ow ...sudahla people stress for project and assignment..still said you must get HD la..D la..Shit oww....
Like i don have my own target this...go jump lake la....

4.03 pm , 21st Sept 2009

While waiting my time to pass on..i open my blog and update it..open facebook and look for any notification..tonight i m going to meet all my cousin since tonight i have dinner at Port View..i have a sense that all my cousin gonna ask me so many lame question and i have prepare how to answer them..and you know what..i can even TAHAN to chat with my mum !!!! Hows that happen ?? seem like i m very boring while waiting the time pass through~ haha...
Well i think i have to get read and shut my pc now cause my friend is coming over now and fetch me to the airport !!!!!!!!! Bye everyone~ have a nice day~

You Took My Heart Away

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes and dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I' m in love

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I' m in love


You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I wont fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we' ll never be alone

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it' s cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life