9 Oct 2009 , 8.09am

Yesterday just like a bad dream for me..i have did so much wrong things. His friends called him asked him to buy something but i really don want him to go cause i knew that if he go out with that friends he might not coming back so i got angry..he asked me to pass him his phone and i thought he will cancel it but nope..he asked his friends to bring him to change money and he just go off like that..dint say that will come back tonight but before he cancel it he promised me that he will come back thou..i was pissed off that he just left me like that..i was supposed to help him to open the gate but i saw there was someone had open the gate and he run..i dint know that he will run out there..i waited him til night even dinner i also no took..i thought he was coming back..but when i saw his mesg he said i was mean that i hurt his leg..next i asked his friends, Ashraf said he has get a badly hurt in his leg..when he saying that i was felt like so guilty..wanted to say sorry to him but i knew everything had turn up late ..even i say how many thousand sorry i knew he won forgive me that easy..all the way was my fault..if i open the gate for him it won turn out like this..now i hurt his leg and ...and...Aww...if davis know this i aslo kena marah..i really feel that i am so mean..

Fred, i m very sorry but i know saying sorry to you is just like nothing..cause you won forgive me..i know..all was my fault..i know what will you do if getting serious..i have prepared..but please don get much hurt of yourself..i am totally sorry..but still i love you..